OMG, I feel so bad about what just happened with me and Mario. He's probably so hurt! I don't know what to do. I was afraid that he was going to stand me up, when really he was there and he though that I stood him up! Well, i really do like him and I hope he doesn't get mixed messages!I do like him, I feel so bad!

When we risk it all

We can't blame others when love dwindles away-

For we knew from the start it never promised to stay.

It's one of those things where the stakes are too high-

and sometimes it's forever and sometimes it's goodbye.

When you love the right way, you will never lose-

No matter what path life may force you to choose.

You may end up with tears or a broken heart-

But you knew what you signed up for from the start.

You can only give what you've got to give-

And if that's not enough you must continue to live.

Life will go on and broken hearts will heal-

You must continue on your quest, for thats the deal.

Throw your heart into life and never stall-

for the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.

You see, love is the only thing that we know-

that can be divided and divided but continue to grow.

And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart-

Just because life may have forced two people apart.

We will continue to love and continue to lose-

We will continue to picka dn continue to choose.

And then one day we will risk it all-

Take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.

The last time we will love will be forever-

And never again will our hearts be forced to sever.

We'll never have doubts that it'll go away-

Because this time, it'll be here to stay.

But until the we must endure all the pain-

For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain.

Love you all, COurtney

Hey,

OMG, I have to choose between two guys and I am torn! I don;t know if I should go for Mario or Fran. I really Like Mario though. That boy is SEXY!  LOL YOu don't understand. Maybe  I am pressed tho. But ugh, oh well he's a good kisser   I hope me and him are meant to be, cuz I know I don't wanna get hurt. OH, and ADen Likes this guy named MAtt. Cute huh? SO yah. I like that Mario kid, but Blair thinks that he's a playa. I hope not. PEACE, Courtney

Thank God It's Friday!!

I was so freaking sick of school! I had alot of stuff to do which really sucked. Well, I don;t have anything interesting to say, so I am out.

Heyyy,

OMG Drama! WOW, so I am kinda pissed off that PRaxy didn't invite me to her freaking Quince but I guess it's okay because she had the choice to not invite me cause we don't talk at all any more...but still I was pissed and she invited people that she supposedly hated but what ever....she likes the drama so fuck it! And... Jesse  McCartney is so HOTT. - Your sexy mama.